Sunday, March 15, 2009

old crap get out of my rearview mirror!

As of late there is one obstacle that I am finding increasingly difficult to overcome. Name that obstacle.... moving past old crap. In many ways my life is moving forward, changing and evolving into a more interesting path. Recently I have been able to discover new passions and talents that I might have left stagnant had I not made some changes in my life.  But I still find it hard to completely shed the old hurt and resentment that have been plaguing me for well over a year.  I don't know what it's going to take to move on and be free.  I keep telling myself, "press onward, there are good things waiting." With everyday that passes all I can hope for is that I will not get buried in the trench that is cynicism.  I want to be able to trust people and let people in. Maybe just that want is enough for now.

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