Thursday, June 18, 2009

bar on the corner





Shrunken crumpled
on a sidewalk outside
of the dirtiest bar in town.


That's where I was left.


Cheeks stained with mascara
color faded red rimmed orbs


Exposed like the rotting siding
peeking out from layers of
peeling paint.


For decades people have been
discarded, thrown out to the hard pavement.


Pain is deeply rooted
in the structure of the old building.


The mirror behind the bar mocks
it's patrons in self hatred


Its rogue charm could be added
up to some broken chairs, split floors, fights, tears and
beer served in plastic cups.


A jealous lover shot up the place once.


and the songs, though good,
lost their luster after their rotation
pattern became apparent.


The empty person
that's still around at last call,
has the sound of crashing bottles
clanging in their ears
long after they return to where
they were from.





*photo credit: news & record

Monday, June 8, 2009

short thoughts


a neurotic wanderer

she might find herself waiting tables

at a dingy diner in some southern town

or dealing black jack in Vegas.




Sunday, June 7, 2009

mmm


Just because I can. I can because I love them. And because I'm weird.



wire


entangled, wrapped into
a possession of herself.

night after night feeling
the gold threads tied tightly
around her skin
compressing-

circulation suspended
for a moment

a flash of a life
that lasts
and throbs at pressure

only to wait

for when the wire threads snap-
give way
to desires,
agony

and red stripes are
revealed, an impression
of their existence.

and waiting no more.