my whole life...

up to this point I have been waiting for the chance to say "I told you so."  now hopefully I go, and I make it happen. 

...

I wouldn't mind dying young. at my most beautiful.

New Blog!

visit me: Lindsey Frenzy

He sayz: "read Lindsey's new blog!"

I have a new project on the way, my new blog entitled Lindsey Frenzy. This will be a spin off of the L word but is going to take a light-hearted approach to my life, the things I like, product reviews, funny stuff.

But not to worry, the L word shall remain as my creative writing space. So don't forget about us!

Tune in! Coming soon!

re-cap

Last year was a "coming of age year" for me. I met lots of new people, spent time in different social groups, dated several people, and generally broadened my horizons. I made some crazy decisions that thankfully did not end up hurting me. I came up from the depths only to find myself re-visiting them. I started the journey of figuring things out and so far it has been a twisting, rocky, and interesting road. 

a few things I realized/ learned from these experiences that I am now just starting to process are: 

- first and foremost, that i need to love myself. really. I am confident and makin' it on my own!

- don't be blinded by the bling. money, power and random fancy trips across the country aren't always going to serve you well. I'd rather sit in the company of someone that I like at a coffee shop or at home than in a baller suite at the palms with someone I can't stand. 

- getting drunk is only fun if you have a D.D.

- weed out the losers that accumulate in your life. I have realized the power in surrounding myself with genuine, true, healthy people. If someone gets weird say goodbye.

- who the hell cares about being cool. I've never really cared about being cool but I have been around A LOT of people who do. Just be yourself and don't try to fit some social group's definition of suuper awesome. lameee. DON'T be a "hanger on." Rock your own shit. 

- smoking is bad for your health. don't do it. period.

Some of these are funny and some are serious. But honestly they are my lessons and my guidelines that I want to stick with. I'm happy I've learned so much and am able to start out on a new path! 

Cheers!

~Linz

right now..

there is so much to say that there is nothing at all. 

Someday...

I'm going to have a bedroom like this:

and a bathroom like this:

and a living room like this:

A Girl Can Dream!

me today

I am:

complicated, wretched, wonderfully inspired, caught in the threads of my mind's images; hurting, yearning, messy, solitary, reeling, coming to grips with a reality all my own.